Pretentious Air

We are spinning webs of 
pretentious words.

It landed up going nowhere,

Those insensitive feelings

Emotions running through my spine,

Reflections, in the broken window, staring back at me

It is unfortunate that we cannot continue this,

Still there is a pretentious air
in the way you presume I care.

Those feelings within the broken window,
Paint them black,
Fade them away,
leave them be.

What is life about?

I hear the words, but it won’t come out.

I see the pictures, but what is life about?  

Within the vast expanse of time and space,

With no sense of direction, and no star to guide, 

In the never ending story that is life.

I’m drowning in thoughts, lost in things,
mislead by some dreams.

I'm kind of done,
and I no longer see the fun
In prolonging this pain.

There's nothing I could do..
I just can't keep sane.

Here I am, still lost in life with lost souls,

trying to find my way out of this black hole. 

Goodbye

What once was cannot be undone

You look happy, yet it’s still the same.

It’s best we don’t talk at all.

When I see you I won’t say “Hi!”

You hurt me,

You made me cry,

So many times I cried for you.

But that is over now.

You will no longer hurt me,

No longer will I cry for you.

I shall follow the light that will lead me to happiness

And I will take my time finding it,

I know it is out there.

So this is goodbye,

I bid thee adieu,

So long

And fair well.

Good bye my old friend,

It’s a new day and a new start.

It’s over,

I’m done. 

Wilted flower

Wilted flower,

Let’s run away.

No matter which path we take

we’ll always find a way.

We drive through these empty streets,

Mental and physical pleasures of fresh air

Letting go of fear, letting go of the things we hold dear.

Light petals once soft and pliable are now brittle and dry.

Let’s run away

Forget about all the scars,

Blame it on the stars.

Let’s run away and never look back.

Goodnight bittersweet love of mine.

You came and settled in the shacks of my mind

Fears and regrets stain my sleeves,
but I will not be forever weak.

The intentions were real,
but the truth is untold.

I've seen with my eyes that I wasn't decent enough to be your prize.

You kept me on a string,

Can't regret a thing that happened between me and you.

Just have to be glad we're through.

I hold on to a memory of how it used to be.

My heart used to shatter with the thought of your touch.

Patiently waiting for those feelings to fade away,
it makes it harder when he crosses my mind every day.

Not going to put myself through it again.

I’ve wasted precious time

Goodnight bittersweet love of mine.

Die nag só sag

Die dae so lank
Die nag so kort.

Wind waai en fluister vir mekaar om die hoekies.
Ek kan hoor hoe die donderstorm vorm.

Die blare waai en die wolkies gesels
Daar blaf 'n hond in die verte.

Die karre raak al hoe minder
en die nag word sag.

Terwyl die reëndruppels val teen my venster
So word my aand al hoe sagter.

Honey, let me taste you.

I walked into a bar

I see you there

I don’t know you, yet it feels right to look at you.

I want you
Oh, I would die for just a taste;
Can't take my eyes off of your pretty face;
You are so hypnotizing.

I just want to hold you;
Collide with you, melt inside of you.
You undress me with your eyes,
so tempting;

I can't put these thoughts to rest

Such thoughts cannot easily bend.

Honey let me taste you

With your nicotine lips

Honey let me undress you.

I watch you from across the room;
You catch me and I catch my breath.
I think I saw you smile at me;
I'm wondering what's on your mind;
Could you be thinking of me?

Honey let me taste you

Honey, let me undress you. 

Love : the whole concept

This whole concept of : "When will you get a boyfriend." sure as hell sucks.

People always ask me : "When are you getting a boyfriend?"
"Why do you always go alone to a function, or a party?"

Well to me it is not such a big deal.
I do believe in love and I do believe that there is someone out there for every single person.

I'm just one of those kind of people that "go with the flow."

I don't need to go and look for something that I know I'm not ready for, yet.

I believe that if there is someone out there, they will find me.
I'm not going to go and search for love, I'll wait until it finds me.