Tuesday, May 12, 2015

Care a little less

Maybe I am too much, or maybe I love too much.
Maybe I care too much, or maybe I just worry too much.
It’s just my nature, I cannot change that.

I hate to be taken advantage of, so don’t take advantage of me.
Sometimes I wonder...do you really care?
Please don’t tell me what I want to hear, I just want to know the truth.

I'm sorry for being kind,
caring too much,
and hoping for a better tomorrow. 

I care too much dammit!
I won’t stop caring, I won’t stop acting on my
values,
ideas,
principles
or beliefs.

I get mad, I get crazy.
Not at you, but at myself.
It won’t happen again,
I am taking some steps...taking a pause.

I care, but maybe I should start caring a little less.

Friday, May 1, 2015

Untitled

I stare at these empty pages.
The cursor flickers "on-off, on-off" 

I don't wanna talk about feelings anymore.
What is it even? 
Emotions, love, 
Can you feel it? 

I do.

Stop! Thinking about it too much, darling! 

Let's move together, 
My head is still aching of all that G&T.

I'm only human
I make mistakes 

As I keep on wondering;
I wonder what it feels like being in space?
So far away from earth.
Endless space around you. 
All you can hear is the sound of your own breath 

Flying in between those stars, 
Galaxies away. 
That's where I'd rather travel to than anywhere else on earth.